Phonetics rocks my socks. What a nerd huh? It's like writing in japanese, it just makes me giddy for some reason.

Feeling much better since my last post, it took time but I think I'm finally getting that what you want isn't always what will make you happy (especially when you can't have it) and at some point you have to start doing what's best for you not what you want to. Seems like a very basic lesson huh? Well I never really practiced it before. And I still lapse some of the time but I'm getting the hang of it. I don't just brush aside the fact that I know what I'm doing will make me unhappy in the future anymore. I annoy myself with it and eventually I seem to triumph over my bad habits. ^___^

So we're a very happy chicky indeed. Mellow and bored (and sleepy) but happy and a little bit thinner!